Well the last few years havent been kind to me, my marriage broke. up after 24 years a few years ago then as if by magic someone else came into my life, and almost 2 years later thats gone as well, so I think its maybe time just to work on me and live life for me for a change, so were booked again for ZC4 for the end of March next year, i will be there over the CQWW WPX contest as well, same as last year, im looking forward to it, Im also looking at booking a summer trip back to ZC4 probably in July, I no longer need to worry about anyone else so its just me, to that end ive been thinking long and hard and if one of these rare DXpeditions that are occuring in the next year or two are looking for an operator i may just put myself forward, anyway, just a quick post to say im still alive and kicking, only just but im here, 73